Thursday, May 20, 2010

2010 2nd blog

Again, such a long long time never updated my blog. I'm drinking wine alone right now.
This would be last semester of my university life, I have been doing quite a lot of things since last my last blog that I updated here. After I finish the previous semester in 2009, I have been to ShangHai to visit my cousin for one month. During this month, I have been to other places of China also which was Hong Kong, Shi Yan(Hu Bei), Hang Zhou, and Macao.
I went to ShangHai in 2004 to 2005 before, for two months. The reasons that I went there for two months in 6 years ago are because I couldn't decide what is my future plan after I graduate from Chung Hua High School (Seremban) and my parents didn't really allow me to study in Kuala Lumpuh. At that time, I was really lost, because I'm not sure that what should i do the next. It was difficult for me to continue my study life because I failed all english subject since Kindergarden school. I was just good in those subject that involved with number, such as Mathematics, Accounting, Advance business calculation, etc. Secondly, I could not give my parents some confidence or hope about how am I going to continue my study life.
My uncle is holding a interior design company in ShangHai. When the time I was taking my LCCI exam in the end of 2004, my mum asked me whether want to go ShangHai for working and give me some times to think about what would be my future. I decided to go immediately and I decided to depart the next day right after my last paper of LCCI exam ( due to some special issues ). I went ShangHai with my lovely cousin who is younger than two years. I was quite happy during the 1st month because I could forget everything in Malaysia, what I have to do was just wake up early and go to work and knew some friends there. I also went to two trips in China which was HangZhou and HuangShan. I never ask for more, life was easy. However, after one month, I had to start thinking about what should I do the next in between staying back in ShangHai or go back Malaysia to continue studying. At the end, I have decided to go back Malaysia and my cousin staying back at there. There are few reasons, 1st, the fact is my uncle care about my cousin and before my grandmother left us, she did ask my uncle to take care of him. 2nd, me and my cousins' background is a bit different. That's what you uncle told me " you parents can afford you to study and you still have chances to make your own decisions ". 3rd, if I stayed back in ShangHai, I would just only one language in the rest of my life which is chinese and i can only fight with my life in China ( about this point, i'm not sure that whether i'm wrong not not, because what my cousin doing now is traveling around the world to confer with other organization, but the fact is my cousin english always better than me and he improved so much as well).
After I came back to Malaysia, I studied IELTS in British Council ( which is recommended by one of my best brother, Victor) for two months after I was studying by myself in its library because the tuition fees was quite expensive for me at that time. I had been approved to study in Sunway College with the course of Monash University Foundation Year (MUFY) with the certificate from British Council that I had been studying there for two months in 15th of August 2005. However, I failed my english subject again after one year of the MUFY course. I was freaking depressed and disappointed. So that I work for MYC for few months which is an event company. I can improve a little bit my english because I have used English to explain about what we were promoting to student in colleges or university in Malaysia. Few months later, I decided to take the IELTs and i passed it luckily.
In 2007, I was studying in Victoria University (Sunway campus). In 2008, I transferred to MOnash University (Sunway Campus). In 2009, I transferred to Monash University in Australia ( Berwick Campus).

Who can Help me ??



I am seriously stuck . I need someone to talk to me . I need someone that I will listen to.